about me:

Hey everybody (aka my mom, me, and maybe a few of my loyal amazing wonderful friends)! If you are not part of my immediate family, my name is Tessa!

I recently moved to the big bad city of Los Angeles and barely know what I’m doing ha hahaaaaa. I am in Law School full time, but I’m also a bonafide mess, but like in a good way? Well I don’t know if its necessarily “ in a good way”, but definitely a mess. I absolutely ~love~ love, and romance. I am a full on crier when The Notebook comes on or the second a boy I barely knew but thought I loved, leaves me. I am a hopeless romantic and I’m okay with it. For the longest time I felt like emotions and feelings and all that "mushy gushy" bullshit, was, well... bullshit. I don't cry in front of people, unless its a dire situation, I kinda like to keep things bottled up. The only real way I show my emotions is by writing; shitty poetry, finsta posts, and well now ~this~. As I get older I am trying to be more honest with myself but also, about myself to other people. I have feelings, a lot of them, I get sad, I fall in love easily, I get attached and I am no longer going to pretend I am a heartless stone cold bitch (which I lovvved pretending I was). I want to let my feelings out, it’s so refreshing, and I feel 10x better when I full on let all the emotions go. So get ready for this emotional rocky as fuck roller coaster I plan to take you all on, if any of ~you~ are actually even reading this. To be clear, all names are changed! If I talk about a specific person, the story will be real and true, and very very honest [from my perspective that is] but the names, those sour, sticky names that still sit on my tongue, sadly will be fictional (no worries to the boys who were v cruel and broke my heart). I hope that maybe by me being as upfront and genuine as possible with everything that I have gone through and will continue to go through maybe it will ~inspire~ (ha I hate myself) more people to do the same. <3 <3 But ya enjoy, let me know if ya like what I have 2 say, or if you don't.

-tessa